Tantric.

I have never claimed to know anything more than the next soul so you can imagine perhaps the shock I felt when I realised that I had landed on Tantric …

I had always thought that tantric sex was not for the likes of me.  I have long believed that tantric was too soft and gentle and loving and all that other shit that makes me feel a little too vulnerable.  I am wild, wanton, wicked … I like to FUCK! And yet …

I found myself recently with a man who somehow managed to get beneath my skin.  We worked our way through the physical side of sex with abandon – that physical workout that leaves you gasping for air at the end of it.  We even took to being tied up and using our minds to inspire orgasm.  And then … well then it appears that we moved in tantric.

I haven’t done any reading on the subject because like all things I prefer to let myself go where I feel the most … our bodies our minds and our spirits merge so that the orgasm is something I had not experienced before.  He is inside my body and I am inside his mind and together we enter this sacred space where our souls dance.  How ridiculous is that? Jaysus.

I understand now what I didn’t understand before – that it takes the three parts of ourselves – mind/body/spirit to really create a sexual intimacy that is surely the epitome of the connection we all seek.  Obviously, it is a shame that he is not experiencing this with his wife and I am not experiencing this with my lover but dogdamn the feeling is incredible.

I have a lot to learn.  xx