Sex Addiction.
In the past week I have had three men ask me if I think I might be addicted to sex. It has given me reason to ponder this a little more deeply. The short answer is no. I am not a sex addict. Not, at all. If I were not being paid to fuck I would not be fucking. Well, OK – if I met someone I thought might be worthy – maybe. But mostly I would fuck myself.
I think what they are getting confused about is my level of arousal. You have to remember I swim in a sea of lust a lot of the time. I am surrounded by cock. I am intimate with men in a way that arouses me. When I say I don’t fake anything – I actually mean it. I do get turned on all the time. I get paid to orgasm. I mean, who wouldn’t want that?
Once I am aroused I can orgasm at will. I have lovers who fill me up with their lust and it can be so wild that it makes me blush for a long time afterward. I have been known to say goodbye to a man and go back to the bed and just masturbate until my heart is content. It isn’t that I am an addict, it is that I am a fucking woman. I can orgasm all the live long day if I so desire.
When I suck cock I do so with wild abandon. I like to think it is the mouth equivalent of what my body does when I am fucking him. I want to feel it sliding down my throat. I want my throat fucked. Does that make me a sex addict?
I enjoy sex. I like to think that becomes obvious when you enter my world. I am not the victim of anything. I am a sexual being having a human experience.