Performance.

You have nothing to prove.  I do not need you to re-enact some porn scene that turned you on.  What is sexy to me is watching you become overwhelmed.  I want you to lose yourself.  I want you to stop thinking and start being in the moment.  It’s where you ought be.

I am not a porn star.  You can’t throw me around the bed and expect that to turn me on.  And it might be that you don’t care whether or not I am turned on – it’s your date and while I love to feel the passion – there are some who don’t get the correlation between my arousal and theirs.

I want you to understand that we are in this together.  I want nothing more than to give you the experience you desire but you have to be in the experience.  Ya know? If you are worried you are going to orgasm too quickly just say and I will slow down and match your energy.

In saying that though, it seems so silly to me to try and stop yourself from cumming too quickly.  I want you to lose yourself in the moment.  I want to feel your body shake.  I want I want I want.  You’d think this was all about me huh? Grin.  It fucking is.