Self Image.

I have spent days learning all about photography and editing.  I am so sick to death of looking at myself especially because I am feeling less than impressed with myself.

I had photos taken by a photographer but we didn’t have the same vision.  I wanted erotic, not hardcore.  I honestly do not have the body for hardcore porn photos so that has been disappointing.

Our physical beauty fades as we age but we exude a certain something else in its place that I have noticed my men picking up on.  I have become more sure of who I am even if my body refuses to magically be whipped into shape.

It used to amaze me that men would assure me how much they loved my body.  There is a man who visits whose wife is fit as fuck but he adores my flaws and my fat arse.  haha.

Men seem to improve as they age.  I often refer to it as cooked.  You want a man to be fully cooked.  It is why I have such little interest in men younger than 45 – it truly is a maturity thing.  I like a man who has a bit of meat on his bones.

One thing that I wish more men would take care of though – nose hair.  It is one of those things that simply must be taken care of – please.

I am learning how to create photos that I like.  It is a learning curve.  And for those men who bolster my confidence with their smatterings of compliments – thanks.  xx